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Nervous...Dx with stage IIB on the head of the Pancreas 11/04/14....partial whipple, started Chemo, Gemzar. Allergic reaction. TTP; finally got body back 7/15, REMISSION.
10/15 came back in liver, Chemo, REMISSION 3/16.
10/16/16, Back with a vengeance, Adrenal Gland, Stomach wall and muscle as well as in umbilical hernia and now in lungs.
I don't scare easy but I am afraid, I feel lost and alone even with the tons of support around me. I am overwhelmed and confused by the thought of my own mortality, accepting but confused. I guess I just needed to vent.
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